I worry about my oldest sometimes Itchy. He's 13 now going on 25! A big motivator for me to kick the booze was because I can see that he's going to need the right kind of example and, at the end of the day, if I can't lead by example I can't lead at all. It's taken all my determination and some to get through this year sober but now I've got here I'm kind of getting used to it