I got really confused there for a while. The old thread was locked but I didn't see a link to the new one. But I found you guys.
I'm emotionally drained. The guy friend and I continued texting after our talk today. (Guess I can't call him the guy friend anymore.) Again, as the other times I dated other people throughout whatever our relationship is/was, he started actually sharing feelings. It messes with my head. Why the efffffff couldn't you tell me this stuff when it would have made a difference?? I finally had to get away from my phone. I'm not going to change my mind or let him string me along ANY MORE!! YEARS of this stuff. I'm DONE. I didn't make the decision to start up with this ex lightly. I was ok by myself. But now that I've made the decision, I'm going to give it a fair shake, no matter what anyone else says. MY LIFE.
OK. thanks for listening. Sorry for the ramble.