I've committed to myself to post every morning my commitment for today bad my posts Saturday and yesterday showed, sometimes that commitment gets tested. Interestingly I my accountability thread just a few days prior I had noted that in feeling pretty good in this journey, but that I have to remind myself when I feel that way I must be more vigilant rather than complacent. I'm not sure when if at all this gets easier. I'm nearly four months in and seem to be in a stretch of more sober firsts of late that are real tests.