Thank you for replying. Unfortunately he has not come home yet. I have moments of anger and fear and sadness. I am praying that tonight is the night he reaches out to me. I've been in contact with his mother and son. He is not taking calls from anybody. I've given a lot of thought to what the future holds for us and I honestly cannot make that decision right now. Emotionally I am too unstable for that. He was clean for so long, he was doing so well.
Again, I thank you all for the insight.