Beanie - Never hesitate to post, no matter what. Most of us have been through the same thing many times. No judgment.
Behappy - that was my pattern for 30 yrs. I almost destroyed myself discovering I could never, ever have just one. All those years of thinking it was just a matter of willpower! Finding SR and not feeling alone anymore gave me the courage to finally get free. I'm glad you were helped by ICDB's post.
