Hi Lostlily, weekends are so hard, I agree. I think it does get easier, I'm almost 6 months and it's a bit easier to quiet the AV most times.
Sobriety hasn't fixed a lot in my life either, but I think it allows us to clearly see what really needs fixing. Sobriety has helped me feel better physically & mentally which sure makes life easier to manage.
Hang in there, you're not alone. The sober road isn't easy but I truly believe it is worth it.
