Weekends are hard
I have been sober a couple months. Been going to AA almost daily. It is what has helped me so much. Weekends are hard. Parenting is so hard. Marriage is hard. I feel depressed right now. Maybe it's the holiday weekend or needing a break. I just feel trapped. Urges yet when I play the tape forward I see nothing but pain. I hope it gets easier. Alcohol has caused such pain in my life. Taking away the alcohol you are still left with difficulties that are hard and no escape. Sorry to vent. On to a social get together where I will be the only one sober. Hooray! Can't isolate though and I know I will go but leave early and handle it.
Lilly