Originally Posted by
FormerWineGirl 
Thanks for checking in Jillian, we are thinking about you. It takes a village sometimes, and we are your village! ☺
Thank you. I'm trying not to worry about the "what ifs" with this pregnancy. I am just praying to God, and giving Him my all, trusting Him.
I'm also cutting back on smoking. I haven't completely quit but have cut back dramatically. Hubby will have to cease smoking around me soon too, which he knows.
As I was walking my dog today (which I never do) I was thinking about all the horrible things I've done while drinking. I never want to go back to that person. It sucks that it's so socially accepted. The commercials, ads, and what have you. I've figured out those are triggers for me. Thinking, "oh look at them, enjoying ONE beer". Those people don't even exist! They're actors! That's the mind for ya I guess.