Feeling better
I'm feeling better psychically and mentally. The thought of alcohol still comes and goes, but now that I'm pregnant, I know I CAN'T drink and won't. I hate that it came to this situation for me to stay sober, but I'm not going to quit working on my sobriety so that when these 9 months are over, or even worse if something bad happens, I don't go back.
My emotions are still all over the place and still trying to let this all sink in. I'm still very early in my pregnancy AND sobriety. I'm looking forward to getting excited and having happy emotions. Right now I'm still a little raw. I know it'll come, I still have a lot of work to do. Luckily, I've been so busy since Tuesday that I haven't had time to dwell.
Anyway, I just like I needed to check in. I hope everyone is doing well.