Alcoblog
Need to quit. Been a while since I felt this committed. Don't know how long it will last. I feel really discouraged right now but I think it would be helpful for me to log how I feel right now and for the next few days on this thread. Hope this isn't a waste of space. I haven't gone a day without booze for the last month and a half and my drinking has really escalated. I managed three weeks before that but feel that I was only really sober when I managed a year without booze 4 years ago. No more excuses now.
Right now I can really feel the anxiety setting in. I know it's withdrawals but I've never done relief drinking. From past experience it lasts about 3 days at its worse so at least I have the weekend to recover. Wish I hadn't drunk last night though. I feel so edgy and short right now. Doesn't help that I only got 3 hours sleep last night.