I'm having a rough time. Really thinking about drinking. There is so much stress in the apartment, and so much to do...and I have my own pace and method and way of doing things, and this frantic way is not it. My boyfriend is trying to push to do stuff and get them done his way, and I am beyond anxious and stressed. I just keep thinking I will be okay because I can always go get wine later. Sigh.
This is hard. Cravings I can fight a bit easier, at least so far, but having my emotions involved... I just want to shut down and drink and not have to think or worry. I hate feeling like this.