Hi Zero I know from earlier correspondence that you have taken interest in the Big Book , Doctors Opinion re psychic change , plus the notion that somehow some day we will be able to drink/use in safety '' that illusion has to be smashed '' my personal experience is in trying situations as long as we stay calm and take action with regard to good advice we have received I have found we come out the other end much stronger through going through the experience , take care buddy this will blow over and come to pass ,
Regards Stevie