Day 1. Fingers crossed.
I have from the start enjoyed the use of cocaine going back around 13 years. Generally weekend usage and some longer binges.
Over just 3 months I have been using basically daily. I've not seen it as much of a problem its dealt with fatigue I've been suffering, I feel more on the ball and can get anything done, even use it pre-workout weight training. Even using at work is the norm now.
Just the last week blood when clearing nose and this week nasua and vomiting which at times contains blood. I can have my head over the toilet for 20 minutes wrenching. Then to get up and rail a line or 2.
Decided enough is enough its 06:47 up all night, been really ill through the night yet still didn't stop me up until 30-40mins ago and only because I ran out.
I've previous addictions to alcohol and diazepam and know unlike them this isn't a physical addiction but right now although I'm saying no more it's very hard to get my head around.