I'm not so into socialIzing right now either. I think it's ok. I'm just trying to keep myself safe and make it through each day. The more I'm out the more alcohol is screaming in my face. It's literally everywhere. I think it's ok to stay home and take of yourself. I'm happy being with my dogs and reading. I'll get there eventually, and if not what am I really missing out on? I don't really think a whole lot. I'm less interested in social media since I've been sober and am noticing how much I like being alone. I feel a little lonely sometimes, but I think it's good. The world is so stressful and negative and intense. By staying home I can limit that and thus limit my triggers. I get it tho. It's hard.