Just the old saying of "hurt people hurt others" and want them to hurt. Any time he tries to hurt me it only serves to show how much he is suffering-and I don't want that for him, truthfully. I'm not hurting inside and I've never understood trying to tear someone down to make yourself feel and look better-I don't see how that ever works. When my ex threatens, I pray. When his family members act crazy and threaten, I pray for them. When he lashes out, I pray God ends his suffering. Bc honestly? I'm good....and I'm glad I'm not him. I chose to stop killing myself and digging my own grave with my own shovel. I ended my suffering with the truth-regardless of what anyone else thought- only way you can! I chose life.
Whew-deep thoughts for this sat night-I knew it would happen-my ex and I met over Memorial Day weekend twelve years ago so this time of year makes me introspective. Thanks for listening
