An addiction to a person is just like any other addiction, and you are addicted to him. Just like any addiction, you have to completely let it go and move on from it to heal yourself.
You are right. It's too soon. Learn to be just you, good with yourself, in a happy place. That way, when the time is right, you will draw just the right person to you, and be prepared mentally and physically for that. It's ok not to be ready first.
There is something to be said for being happy just being you. People are so scared to be alone that they move from one person to the next. It should be a part of your own recovery to be happy just being Dreamcatcher!
Hugs.