Gosh dang, dreamcatcher, I can so imagine how that felt! And the sight of him lookin' so good...well, honey, it's no wonder you're having a hard time gettin' over him....very understandable. I don't have any great words of wisdom and I sure ain't gonna scold you for seeing him again. What's done is done and we live, we learn, we go on...we have to press on...
I think you are on the right track of being relationship free for a good year and by then, who knows how you'll feel about things. Going out with others during this crucial year might not be fair to them or to yourself. And, of course, you don't need me to tell ya that the relationship between you and yourself comes first and foremost: you are number ONE, darlin'. Numero Uno. Put yourself first; make YOU the priority and when you get super healthy with yourself, who knows what your future will hold.
Big Hugs.