Originally Posted by
Black 
Day 2 did not sleep a wink last night, twisting and turning angry and upset how I let this bloody disease destroy my life. loosing my family and husband, he waited two years for me to get well and finally decided he had enough. His words you LOVE alcohol more than you love us. Heading to Boston to my brother for a few weeks next Wednesday to help me with my recovery. He and his partner don't drink so there will be no alcohol around. I pray that I can do this because the way I feel right now is ugly.
You can do it black. The thought of no alcohol around makes me nervous too. To the point where I wouldn't take my son to his friends birthday party because I wouldn't be able to drink.. alcohol can make us selfish but it's not the boss of us. Just check in here when your struggling and I find it helps remind me why I'm doing this