I have not read the other responses as I am in a rush. Ok I'm like you from the other side but come here because I come from a long line of addicted people. When I got sober it made my family uncomfortable. My mom likes me high/drunk. It makes me easier to control.
Sometimes when we come from a dysfunctional place it scares our family when we get well.
I dont have time to go back and check your old posts but if your not going to AA now would be the perfect time to do so. They will totally understand and support you through this I will check back tomorrow and share more