Originally Posted by
JR1977 
I am really struggling today. Today I have to make the decision to take control of my emotions and my drinking. I don't drink daily and can go months sober, but when I do drink I drink until I pass out. It is causing me many problems and lets me know that I am an alcoholic. I am hoping to find support on this forum as I don't know where else to turn. I am not comfortable yet with this realization to attend any local meetings. I am hoping that I can do this.
Welcome aboard! Lots of good support here and post away as you need to or have questions.
AA Meetings are a good way to test the waters and get some good insight...you do not have to share but you can learn a lot just by listening to everyone, both those that have years of sobriety behind them and those just beginning to work through the steps. I started last week and have really benefitted from it.