I am really struggling today. Today I have to make the decision to take control of my emotions and my drinking. I don't drink daily and can go months sober, but when I do drink I drink until I pass out. It is causing me many problems and lets me know that I am an alcoholic. I am hoping to find support on this forum as I don't know where else to turn. I am not comfortable yet with this realization to attend any local meetings. I am hoping that I can do this.