Reading through all of
Intro Step 3 posted in this forum and, in particular, the text that follows the heading,
Step 3: Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him:
Today, when answering in my mind some of those questions listed, again, doubt creeps in; I recognize I am feeling intimidated. Step 3 continues to be a challenge for me, and I probably will continue on it for who knows how long, going back and forth between trying to accept and not accepting that I should turn my will and life over to my higher power.
I guess part of the reason I'm struggling (adding to what I said above) is because I'm challenged by the thought of giving up control (of that which I actually don't have control).