Day 3 down. First Friday sober since 2005.
Hello Everyone,
I've made it to day 4 (I can't believe it). Last night was not bad. Yesterday morning my girlfriend and I dropped my son off at school then went out and had a nice breakfast then went to a couple stores. I was feeling good. A bit cloudy, but not bad.
When we got home and we were done putting the food in the fridge, pantry, etc I got really anxious so I just cleaned and tried to stay busy. We ate dinner and watched Kung Fu Panda 3, Captain America, and a bunch of episodes of Naked and Afraid (they LOVE that show. I don't get it) but It was a very peaceful day. My cravings are not bad. It's just very weird not having it.
Withdrawal symptoms are still: insomnia, anxiety, and some cloudiness. I haven't been able to hold a spoon to my mouth without visibly shaking in years and my shaking has almost totally disappeared. This is very big for me. The shaking was so embarrassing.
Again thanks everybody.