And afther over did pills, I stole one.of.one office etc... so told off........
Hi Aiko
I'm sorry things aren't going well. Maybe quitting the job will be the best thing for you.
The above statement. Um, you stole a pill from the office? You overdid what pills?
So I admit, I am completely lost with respect to your recovery model. Its not really my business but it is out here on the internet so I guess its ok to weigh in.
This drive by dr. that is working with you from his car, with his stash of pills (both fake and real apparently)....is this really this best form of 'rehab'? Are there any other options, inpatient for example? Now that you don't have a job? Now don't say "But I have a dog now". Ugh. There are options with respect to pets. The Dog could have waited a year or so for you to get sober but too late for that.
I guess I just don't get this approach and am genuinely wondering if this is ultimately dangerous for you.
I mean this with kindness Aiko but I feel I have to say "WHAT?".