Have ya tried praying?
Turning it ALL over to HP?
Then doing footwork?
How may al-anon friends have you called? If its 6, then call 7....if yu dont know 6, then get to meetings, conventions, assemblies,,whatever function there is and start making more. We get out of it what we put into it. Your right, it is summer, people do go away, but not the whole fellowship.
I would suspect that as your perspective is a little befuddled now, that may be the reason for the self pity. Chose how long you want to be in it, then when the time is up, get up and on with the footwork to find acceptance in your situation and solutions to make it livable.
Theres always a solution, its up to us to find it! good luck!