Hey guy's just getting back to you all. Thanks for replying. I'm not bad, but i just can't seem to totally commit. I know what i have to do, just can't seem to put It all together. I'm not physically addicted to anything and haven't been for a couple months, but i still am stuck dabbling every few days. For some reason opiates seem to help my exercise-induced asthma and they make my chronic pain go away when i work out so it's very tempting. When i take a pill i am immediately able to breathe with no problems. I know i should see a doctor about this.
Also i know some of you mentioned being careful with relationships. This girl i met wants to date me, i've been kind of straying from the subject though. Any advice for me here? I think i'd like having someone, it's a big change for me, i'm used to flying solo lol. I don't want my problems to hurt her or me though.