Very Tired at Day 5
It's Tuesday in the world of us. Finally got some sleep but that was when I only got 2 hours of sleep. Sucks to wake up and your eyes are all bloodshot. Good thing, I didn't wore my contacts. My meeting at work second meeting with other people is today which I wish it was yesterday to get over it. Dee54 was right about one of his posting to my thread that "FEAR" is a good reminder to me that if I start drinking alcohol bad things are surely to come.
I'm not really work today but if I don't come in then my addiction will come able sooner because then I would not have to face my result of my bad choices when drinking alcohol which in turn more and more hiding behind alcohol and not trying to be a better me.
So it's Day 5 for me and finally got 2 straight hours of sleep.