I don't know. I mean I am dying inside of loneliness.
I just hung out alone all day today. We only ever really visit his family together or watch movies together. We don't really do things where we engage. He wants to be left alone and do his hobbies and life until it's movie time. Then that's what we do. It feels empty to me.
He would never think of something like reading to me. I always have those kinds of ideas and I know it makes him feel special. He loves it. Nobody's ever done those kinds of things for him.
But nobody's ever done them for me, either. I wish someone did.