I new deep down that this is what I wanted but not with someone pressuring me to go detox.
It was my best friend who forced me to go. He kept sayin that im never gonna stop continuously. he kept ringing me up asking me if i had booked in, when i said no he said to me that i was full of ****. its my money, my life not his.
He rang me up after and said if you do relapse then you have to believe him when he says im never going to stop. and when i tell him its hard he says im making excuses. How dare he?
he was ringing me up at 7:am nearly every morning and still does. he won't leave me alone.