That is true, but I guess that nothing really takes the place of having real, caring people in one's life. I need totally normal human things. I mean being cared for, and reassured. I need that in my real life, I kind of suspect most people do and many turn to drink or drugs when they can't get it.
I made the call and left a message to reschedule again. It's always a 3 week wait. This is like Groundhog Day. I would have had the results a long time ago if I had been able to complete the tests 3 weeks ago
