Originally Posted by
Frickaflip233 
I am exhausted physically and emotionally. Spiritually devoid. I am too tired to write much but just needed to put this out there. Finishing day 3 after an awful 5 day bender. Day 3 dry that is, if that wasn't clear.
I'm at that crossroads between living and drying. I choose to live.....I can absolutely never drink again. Ever. Or I will be dead. Period.
Where there is breath there is hope. Thanks for being here guys.
A very low point and feeling completely hopeless can be a good place to start your new life. Everyone who has gotten sober was once where you are. Drinking brings about those negative thoughts, and breaking the cycle initially can be tough.
Stick around this board, take the advice that makes sense to you. There is a way out.