One of the things that this disease does is to convince us that we are somehow different from others. I did different drugs, my situation is different, you don't understand, it worked for you but it won't work for me.... the list is endless.
It's also pure nonsense.
We are all in the same boat.
Who in recovery could you have called the instant you found those pills?
If you can't answer that question, IMO you need to look at your recovery plan.