Yeah... I think I was being a little bold by sitting at the bar. I guess I was just seeing if I can do it. I knew I wasn't going to drink last night. Kinda testing myself .... But if I wasn't on my guard , it could have went the other way.
The dream may have been something that I have been " dreaming of" ... You know catching a buzz.
Like today, when I went for grocery store and thought how nice it would be to have a glass of wine on the back deck..... Such a nice sunny day.
But I know ... I can still enjoy the back yard with a soft drink just as well..