have you thought about rehab? followed by a sober living facility? AA, NA, AVRT (you can order the rational recovery book online) Do you have a Higher Power? If so, start with a prayer asking for help. Your first few months off the drug are the most critical you need to be strongest here. This may mean doing things you don't like, cutting off communication with triggers etc...Just throwing out bits of things that helped me get off crystal meth (my doc)