No Kaily you are not beyond help .
If you continue to feel you are hopeless then you will remain so .
Reality is there are no hopeless cases , some think they are helpless also .
If you want to get out of that frame of mind ? then you need to do something about it .
First thing is make a decision , stay away from the 1 st drink and you will not get drunk , not only that but keep doing so and you will start to get well , everybody that wants to stop must have a plan , mine was AA it is a great help and I am now over 10 years sober with the help I received from then it was very encouraging and I got understanding and did not feel alone .
There are other ways and plans to do with stopping drinking you need to find one that suits , you have made the first step by your admission , wishing you well .
Stevie recovered 12 03 2006 .