Originally Posted by
ben83 
Failed already guys I'm sorry. I've let you down. I didnt even make it out the hotel check in! There was a bar attached. Tomorrow is a new day. No.more posts from me tonight I'm ashamed.
What's done is done. Don't make it worse Ben. Don't stop posting. Stick around and get some help from everyone here so you won't keep going tonight. Don't let shame stand in your way of getting help.