Hi Aiko: Your last message gives me a lot of hope and cheers me up. Thank you so much! But watch out about the "fast" driving (I'm a big bore the way I keep talking about that but it's a very real risk when you are still detoxing). And be careful about the heroin guy. It's wonderful to try to help others and that's what life is really all about but to help others we have to take care of ourselves. The guy's a heroin addict and needs money. Risky for you right now to try to help him. Why not let some person who is farther into recovery help him.
Your head is starting to clear you say. This indicates that the upward climb is getting a little less steep. If you stick with it this will continue. Think of this as the best investment you've ever made. Getting back your real self. Getting a shot at the happiness you deserve. You can do this! You have my entire support and I'm sure the support of everyone on this website.
KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!
Bill.