I'm on Day 1 and the anxiety is making me feel crazy.
Work - I told them I needed some time off and they said no problem. So I should let go of this concern. But I also let my work slide hugely in the last few months
Friends supportive.
Terrified to tell my boyfriend because I blacked out and was unfaithful. Got checked out and didn't get any STIs from the infidelity.
Yesterday I walked around in a total fog and kept changing directions randomly. That scares me.
I just feel so stupid for relapsing. And I want this cyclical anxiety to stop.
I'm so upset.