Carlotta

Since you already know what you want to do and are doing it and laughing about it, what was the purpose of your original post?

I drank to get drunk so I don't see any purpose in drinking non alcoholic wine or beer. You are an adult and you can do whatever you want.
Just from being around those forums for some years now I can tell you that people in early sobriety who make a big to do about drinking non alcoholic wine/beer sooner or later end end up "relapsing" on the real thing.
Deep inside, they were just not ready and were still playing games with themselves.

Good luck to you