I didn't get the spot that I interviewed for on Friday and I am having such a hard time now. I'm really depressed, angry, and I've isolated myself from everyone.
I'm having such a hard time accepting that I didn't accomplish what I set out to do. I feel like such a failure...
And I'm also sad and hurt that my best friend wasn't there for me when I needed him the most. He turned down a chance to spend with me to go hang out with his sister. I usually don't turn to him when things go wrong, but on this one day, I really needed a good friend and he turned his back. I am so hurt by him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hurting right now.....
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