Originally Posted by
Jacks123 
Thank you for your time to respond to me. I appreciate everyone's thoughts. So both me and my wife have been drinking together. I mentioned to her we should go see a grief counselor but it's not something she wants to do. And I can't really force her to do anything that she does not want to do.
For myself I would like to go talk to a professional. I have an overwhelming sense of something else bad that could happen. For example I think everything in the house is going to catch on fire. or the stove is going to blow up.
Could this be part of grieving or my own imagination?
Thats normal. I get that all the time when I drink. Its because your mind knows you have no control over anything because you're loaded drunk so it can't process its daily thoughts, feelings, routines etc.
When I got sober thats the first thing I noticed (I felt very much in control all the time).