The very next day he asked me to come over and hang out for the evening and we had a fun relaxing time. I asked him if he remembered what he had said the night before and he said he did, but when I quoted things he had said to me he insisted he never said those things. So.........whatever.
I don't plan to try and move back there. I'm moving my stuff into a storage shed at my Mom's. This isn't the first time, or even the second time he and I have been down this path. I've even moved out of state before. Twice. It just goes around and round. But it can't anymore.
I am trying to focus on school and my health (which has been poor). To all those who have mentioned it, yes, I have a therapist and a psychiatrist.
I feel so grouchy and gloomy. What I want is for him to stop drinking, work on recovery and for it all to work out with a happy ending. blah blah blah