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Hi all,
Wanted to thank everyone for the advice. I really do appreciate it. I found that too much of my time is going to someone else's disease. I need to work on my recovery now. My AH is still in rehab (8 days in now), my nightmares have stopped and I'm almost sleeping thru the night. Got my blood work done today to make sure I'm okay and pulled my credit.
I'm making a conscious effort to find some happiness everyday and really work the al-anon program. I've fallen back in love with running, the gym (it's been too long since I went) and music. im fortunate to have a great group of friends.
And I'm trying to carefully think out all aspects (emotional, financial, logistical) of life for when my AH gets out of rehab.
I'll keep you all posted.
Best,
BB