Originally Posted by
thomas11 Mike, something is not going right for sure. I think this trail started with a music video that inspired you to fight against your urge for alcohol, then veered off into medication dosage, then to a bad decision to borrow money and drink. Then some back and forth about previous experience with serequil and how it does and does not affect you. I think the most important thing right now is to go back to the drawing board and figure out what is at the root of all of this. I don't believe those 70 days are a lost cause, but it's a good stretch to throw away on a whim, right?
Right. The music video was ok. I was ok. After that, I got paranoid, delusional, called my doctor, upped my dose and that lead me to borrowing money for beer.
Btw, I only needed to borrow money because my brother still has my wallet.
Now we need to do something against me borrowing money.