MikeM

Ok, I took my higher dose of seroquel. 100 mg total. It did not go well. The stuff makes me mentally worse than the occasional delusional dip.

Also it gets me to the point that I don't care anymore. At all.

So I went to the neighbors. Asked them to lend me some money. No problem, they know I'm good for it. I told them I couldn't find my wallet.

And I ordered four sixpacks and I'm drinking.

Wtf? These pills were supposed to make me more sane?? Soon I have to make up some excuse for my neighbors as to why I seemed so weird, I can say I had had a sleeping pill and was unfocused.

So now I'm drinking AND on seroquel. Yay to the medical profession. They don't get it I suppose.

Since I'm at a point of not caring anymore, I will leave it at this. I'll see when this binge ends. And yeah, I know, if I really didn't care I wouldn't have posted. But I see the value in this place for the future. As for contacting my doctor, these pill make me not care at all anymore. They could become a new addiction.

Dammit. I was doing so well. Now I don't even know when day one will be.