Hi Kitty,
Sending lots of prayers and positive thoughts your way today, you can do this. I joined the same year as you and Jeni, and it took me until this past January 1st to get it right.
I knew I needed to stick with it this time, I have been on here daily, journaling, reading, and making plans for the evenings when I would normally have popped open some wine. I have 109 days today, which is the longest I have been sober other than pregnancy, and SR and the January class are two of my biggest supports. I also feel like Least's words that you need to want to be sober more than you want to drink have finally stuck.
I know you can do this!!!
❤️ Delilah