I remember feeling JUST like you describe...*wipes away tear*....You're NOT ALONE! I certainly know what that was like...
Glad you're up and facing the day...All you have to do is get through the day in front of you. You can't undo the past.
I'll say a prayer for you. And i'll send you my positive vibes throughout the day.
So very glad you're here, and that you posted today.
Your friend, Findingtheway