Originally Posted by
Ariesagain 
...my first thought was that I blown all those sober days...
This is the reason
I can't count days anymore. The very thought of ruining a very good number of days sober, is enough to make me want to sabotage. This is my day 34. That's it. No more counting. I can't do the 24 hour thread either, it is counterproductive.
I'm even contemplating shutting down this thread as well, I don't know how much good it does for me. We'll see.
There's a tiny fracture of a rainbow above the mountains.