(((Kittycat)))!
We are here to help in whatever way we can. This is a brain condition, not a moral failing. It took me a long time to get to the point where I could stay sober more than a month. I finally did a 3-month intensive outpatient program, AA, psychotherapy and short-term meds. It is hard as we all know. Please don't give up and keep coming here!
Sassy