Thank you for the rant. It's early in the morning here, and I didn't sleep last night, but wanted to respond.
I remember my ex wanted me to go on prescriptions, and I told him that I could go on all the prescriptions in the world, but that will still not make him nice.
I'm sorry, I didn't read through this entire thread. I saw you posting at this time of the morning in the US and knew not many people were here.
I saw you talking about sleeping in the car at your first residence, but now you have a spear bedroom. I used to sleep in my car in the garage with the doors locked. I need to go back and read your entire thread.
Just didn't want you to feel alone right now.
(((((((hugs))))))
amy